I am deeply saddened by how things go lately. So many unfortunate news flooding up my senses (I mean global recession and my company being most affected, I guess). I don't know why is it so hard for me to let a thought come and go without me going nuts over it for days and nights.
The little things that make me happy ain't working out anymore. Guess that's what adulthood all about. Seeing is believing. Recently I'm just so fed up with people. Some are just plain annoying and some, I don't know how they live with themselves. Maybe it's just me; with my unusually strong and perceived convictions on what's GOOD and BAD in life.
None of these matter in near future, I know. But it takes time to heal. And the time is now. Bad timing it is. I don't know why I feel so strongly against some behaviours and some mentalities that people possess. I'm not a narcissistic either; so what am I? A hater?
I am quite fed up with myself already. I shouldn't think too much. Life isn't about others afterall. It's all about me being able to face myself against the reflection in the mirror every morning. Now, I'm a narcissistic.
The little things that make me happy ain't working out anymore. Guess that's what adulthood all about. Seeing is believing. Recently I'm just so fed up with people. Some are just plain annoying and some, I don't know how they live with themselves. Maybe it's just me; with my unusually strong and perceived convictions on what's GOOD and BAD in life.
None of these matter in near future, I know. But it takes time to heal. And the time is now. Bad timing it is. I don't know why I feel so strongly against some behaviours and some mentalities that people possess. I'm not a narcissistic either; so what am I? A hater?
I am quite fed up with myself already. I shouldn't think too much. Life isn't about others afterall. It's all about me being able to face myself against the reflection in the mirror every morning. Now, I'm a narcissistic.
2 comments:
U need not worry for what happens to ur company......i mean in terms of financial loss.....considering other factors such as recession.....it's definitely a reason to worry....but it will be a history in future......so dont panic
know what, when i was home a few days back, i found my old diary. one of the entries in it sounds just like your post. i was peeved, frustrated and irritable, hating people around me.
u'll be okay :) have fun while u can :)
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